haven't done any serious writing for quite some time ever since i started working..
i really need to just ramble and get things off my system.
entangle my thoughts through the keyboard..
how do i describe the feeling of :
- feeling hopeful and positive of the future.. YET... so lost at the same time
i am overwhelmed right now at the distance between my weakness and where i am working towards to. My dreams and responsibilities now are just a mirror of my weakness.
the combination of characters that has made ME seems incomplete and very much biased.
am just tired of the many effort put into making a better me... but am still so far away.
how long more do i need to consciously make changes, improvements and await for the day to reap the fruits of my labor.
