better after entheos

ha.
im back.

funny how the speaker spoke about anger and it hit right deep into my soul.
good thing i managed to deal with it before it overwhelms me.

see, anger is not a sin.
but how we deal with anger is important.
so as for now..

im learning.
very important lesson.

good.
im happy.
very very happy.

*

i am eating durians already.
goodbhye to sorethroats and flus..

haha.
yay.

anger bug

i've been bitten by the anger bug.
angry angry angry.

im happy, but im angry.
how ironic is that.

blame it on the hormones or something.


argh!

can reality be better than dreams

was doing research on my friends wedding script and i stumbled upon this phrase:
"you know you are really in love when you cant sleep at night, because finally, reality is better than dreams.."

hhmm..

i dont really understand what it means.. not to mention agreeing to it.

*


perhaps i have too many things to do nowadays, and im easily irritated.
i just dont really like it when people keep changing their plans and therefore affect my plan for the day. anyone at all.

it just irritates the hell out of me.

i realised that i dont really like changes very much.
especially when things are pre planned and i have expectations.
if it doesnt deliver, i would just boil.

so dont tell me anything unless you are ready to do it.

im learning how to deal with disappointments.
events, people, work, emotions.

things just dont really turn out the way you expect them to be huh.
continue to read Secret of the Vine.
im learning from it.

im not really targetting at anyone.
so don get offended yeah.

my conclusion.
im not that sure that reality can be better than dreams.
cynical.

go to work happy